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Psychic experiences can be quite ambiguous, confusing, and can stir up intense emotional responses (which can also trigger episodes of spiritual psychosis, particularly when not rightly understood, incorrectly translated, or when taken at face value)—both from those who experience them and those who encounter their effects. In my latest TikTok video, I shared an excerpt of a conversation from nearly a decade ago that I had with an online acquaintance referred to as the "Internet Stranger," whom I barely knew. This interaction, which I hadn't revisited in some time, highlighted the unintentional and sometimes startling ways psychic connections can manifest. Today, I want to expand on that video by providing additional context and reflecting on the complexity of this experience.

Background Context

In 2016, I was contacted out of the blue by a virtual acquaintance, someone I had connected with on Twitter. He accused me of causing unexplained phenomena in his home—creaking and banging noises on his ceiling—even affecting his psyche in ways he described as invasive. At the time, I was navigating my own journey of psychic discovery. I knew I had a heightened ability to tap into the collective unconscious and connect with the psyches of others, but I didn't yet fully understand the extent of this ability or its unintended consequences.

His accusations were unsettling. While I had no conscious intent to connect with him or affect his environment, his claims were specific and very clearly emotionally charged. This conversation has stayed with me for years, leaving me questioning how much influence I truly had and how my abilities might unintentionally impact others.

A Decade of Reflection

It really wasn't until recently, when I came across a series of surprising synchronicities, that I found validation for what this Internet Stranger had described. This new information confirmed that my unintentional connection to him and the strange occurrences he experienced could indeed have been a result of my abilities. Revisiting this conversation after nearly a decade has been a humbling reminder of the power and complexity of psychic phenomena—and the ethical questions that come with it.

Why I'm Sharing This Now

Sharing personal experiences, especially ones as charged as this, can be daunting. I've wrestled with the fear of being judged, misunderstood, or labeled negatively. However, especially in light of the popular release of the Telepathy Tapes, I believe that bringing these stories into the open is important—not just for my own growth but to encourage broader conversations about psychic abilities, perception, and the unseen ways in which we connect with each other and the seemingly separate environments around us.

By sharing this, I'm not looking to villainize this man (or myself, for that matter) or dismiss his feelings. In fact, his candid reaction helped me to see (and embrace) the grey area of psychic connection—where actions can have effects far beyond what we consciously intend. My goal is transparency, even if it means exploring uncomfortable truths.

The Grey Area of Psychic Connection

The Life Power is inherently neutral, neither good nor evil, a truth evident in the natural world and its subhuman kingdoms. Like fire, which can warm or destroy, this primal energy is shaped solely by the choices guiding it. For example, the wands of Harry Potter and Voldemort—crafted from the same core—channel identical magical energy, yet Harry's serves as a force for protection while Voldemort's brings destruction. This neutrality highlights that the power itself is neither benevolent nor malevolent; its impact depends entirely on how it is directed. However, when applied to psychic phenomena, this concept becomes far more complex and nuanced. Psychic connections, unlike conscious physical actions, can occur spontaneously (subconsciously) and without conscious intent, raising important ethical questions about boundaries and responsibility.  It also raises profound questions about free will, who or what is truly in control, and what the cosmic hierarchy governing such interactions might look like.

• Intent vs. Impact: While I had no intent to connect with this person, the impact on him was real and undeniable.
• Ethics of Connection: How do we navigate connections that happen outside of our control? Is it possible to set boundaries for psychic abilities, or do they operate independently of our intentions?
• Transparency and Growth: Sharing these stories allows us to explore these questions together and reflect on how to approach psychic phenomena responsibly.

The complexity of psychic phenomena deepens when we consider intention, as effects often arise without conscious effort. This blurs the lines of agency, suggesting individuals might not be sole creators but participants in a broader web of interconnected forces. In these cases, one's subconscious mind (implicate order) or energetic state may act as a bridge (super-consciousness, super implicate order), influencing outcomes (explicate order) beyond deliberate control. This interplay complicates traditional ideas of responsibility and free will, suggesting that while an individual's energy contributes to phenomena, universal forces (the One Self) ultimately shape the final outcome. This dynamic raises questions about the balance between personal influence and broader cosmic systems, including the possibility of a higher hierarchy guiding the flow of Life Power. If magickal outcomes and psychic effects transcend conscious intention, it challenges us to reconsider who or what ultimately steers (the Unmoved Mover) these manifestations and the structure of the unseen systems in which we participate.

Join the Conversation

Have you ever had a psychic experience that felt unintentional or out of your control? How do you think we should approach the grey areas of psychic connection? Share your thoughts in the comments—I'd love to hear your perspective.

Don't Forget to Listen

The phone is ringing. Are you going to answer it? Who is calling you, pulling at the edges of your awareness, sending ripples through the fabric of your being? This is not a sound you hear with your ears; it is a vibration that hums through to the core of your existence, a persistent, undeniable resonance. The call comes from somewhere beyond time, beyond space—yet it is intimately close, pressing against the boundaries of your conscious mind, urging you to listen.

"What would we really like to see if we could stand outside ourselves and look at us?" - Another Earth

Who's ringing you? Perhaps it's the whisper of the unseen forces that weave reality itself. Or maybe it's a part of you—a higher frequency of your own consciousness—speaking to the you that exists here and now. It could be the echo of a decision you haven't yet made, or a reality you've barely glimpsed, reverberating through the quantum field, trying to pull you toward it. This is not merely a question of curiosity but of destiny. The voice on the other side of the call knows something you have forgotten, something that could change everything.

"You didn't come here to make the Choice (Chokmah; Architect). You've already made it. You're here to try to Understand (Binah; Oracle/High Priestess) why you made it." - The Oracle, The Matrix

Why are they calling? Because something is stirring. The veil (illusion, maya) between what you think you know and what truly is grows thinner by the moment. The ringing is not random; it is precise. It is calibrated to pierce the fortress of your rational mind and awaken the dormant potential ("sleeper cells coming online") of your intuitive knowing. They are calling because it is time. Time to hear and to see. Time to act. Time to become. There is no waiting for the "right" moment because the right moment is already here, colliding with the boundaries of your awareness. They call not because they need something from you, but because you need something from yourself.

Hello by Adele

What messages do they have to impart? They carry truths that cannot be spoken in words ("Louder than Words"), insights that are less told and more felt. These are not messages you decipher with the mind; they are downloads you absorb (like a sponge, "via osmosis") with the entirety of your being. The message might arrive as a sudden knowing, like light breaking through a dense fog, illuminating a path you couldn't see before. Or perhaps it will come as a dream, a symbol, a synchronicity that pulls at your soul until you can no longer deny its meaning. The message is a key. A key to a door that has been hidden in plain sight, waiting for you to turn toward it and unlock what lies beyond.

Lightning says to Odin, "Cut us a path!" - Final Fantasy XIII

Are your ears burning, yearning to know what's on the "other side"? Or are you trying to ignore it? The call grows louder because it is not something you can run from. The more you suppress it, the more urgently it demands your attention. The more you try to shut it out, the shriller it becomes. It is not just a call—it is a song, an electric symphony resonating across every cell in your body, every thread of energy that holds you together. It sings because it wants you to hear. It shrills because it wants you to remember. To reCALL.

AHS: Coven

Limitless

And yet, answering the call is not simple. It requires stepping into the unknown, opening yourself to the vastness of what lies beyond your current understanding. To answer is to relinquish control, to surrender to the process of receiving. It is to recognize that what rings within you is not foreign; it is the resonance of your own expanded Self, calling you home. It is to step out of the safe confines of certainty and into the raw, vibrating chaos of infinite possibility. The ringing is not a disruption—it is an invitation.

The question, then, is not whether you can answer it. It is whether you will. To answer is to admit that the world is more vast, more interconnected, and more alive than you were ever taught to believe. It is to embrace the part of you that has always known the truth but was too afraid to voice it. The ringing is not going to stop. The question is not whether it will cease; the question is whether you will keep resisting or finally allow yourself to listen.

You are standing at the precipice of something profound. The phone is ringing. Are you ready to pick it up? Because once you do, there is no going back. Once you hear the Voiceless Voice, feel the vibration, and receive the message, you will never again see the world in the same way. This is a call to action, a call to awakening, a call to remembrance. The ringing is the You-niverse yourSelf, trying to get your own attention. And it will keep ringing until you answer.

The Matrix