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Saturday, August 8, 2026

The Hand of Democracy

 A Vision of the Future


I had a vivid clairvoyant vision of Trump this morning. I saw him as a tiny caricature in a blue suit, hanging upside down while a giant hand—the hand of democracy—held him by his Achilles heel and shook him. Gold coins came pouring from his deep pockets, cascading downward and flowing back into the economy and to the people.

So, let's break down what this could mean.

This is a clear image of reversal. Of exposure. Of forced or enforced restitution. The Hanged Man tarot card comes to mind.

The Hanged Man features a figure suspended upside down, stripped of control and forced into a complete reversal of perspective, status, and power. Read through the Achilles archetype, the grip at the heel becomes the point of hidden vulnerability—the one weakness through which an otherwise dominant figure can be brought low.

The symbolism deepens through The Hanged Man's association with Neptune, the planet of surrender, dissolution, inversion, and forces operating beneath conscious control. Neptune rules Pisces. Pisces corresponds to The Moon in Tarot and is traditionally linked with the 12th house—the realm of hidden enemies, karmic reckonings, confinement, and what has remained concealed.

Anatomically, Pisces governs the feet, bringing the symbolism directly back to the heel of Achilles. The seemingly invulnerable figure whose fate was ultimately determined through his heel, his hidden weakness, his blind spot. In the vision, Trump is literally suspended like The Hanged Man by that Piscean part of the body—his Achilles heel—suggesting downfall through the precise vulnerability that was always there, followed by inversion, exposure, surrender, and the release of what had been hoarded.

Image from: The Tarot: A Key to the Wisdom of the Ages by Paul Foster Case

Trump appearing so tiny suggests that he is not nearly as powerful or imposing as he tries to make himself seem—fittingly, Neptune is also the planet of illusion, deception, smoke and mirrors, and the dissolution of false appearances. In the face of a larger force, of true power, he shrinks. That larger force—the hand of democracy—suggests that the power ultimately capable of overpowering him is greater than any one individual. It arrives via collective will, public accountability, and the people themselves.

The fact that the hand grabs him by the foot, specifically by the Achilles heel, points to a fatal vulnerability. Not just a weak point, but the weak point. It suggests that what undoes him is not random. It is precise. It is karmic. It is the exact point where he was always vulnerable, even if he strutted around as though he were untouchable.

Being upside down is humiliation—it is a reversal of status, a loss of dominance, and a loss of control. The king turned into a dangling fool. It also suggests a draining out, because once he is inverted, everything he hoarded can no longer stay hidden or contained. The truth comes leaking out. Secrets, once buried, rise to the surface.

The coins falling from his pockets are the clearest part of the vision. That is ill-gotten wealth, extracted value, stolen abundance, corruption, greed, and concentrated power being shaken loose. The vision says he has been carrying wealth that does not belong to him, and the force acting on him is making it pour back out. Not upward into elite hands, but downward. That downward motion matters. It is the reversal of predatory extraction. It is wealth returning to the body of the people, back into circulation, back into the economy.

Image via: Oliver Schopf

The blue suit he is wearing is interesting because blue is not only the color of democracy, institutional order, and the opposition—with "opposition" itself implying a counter-position, reversal, or inversion—but because it also carries the symbolism of water. Water signifies surrender, suspension, reflection, dissolution, and the breaking down of a fixed state so that something new can emerge. 

Water also represents the subconscious and unconscious mind, adding yet another layer to the symbolism. The interpretation here is multitudinous, but one almost comically literal correspondence is that Trump has repeatedly been witnessed falling asleep during public proceedings—making the imagery of unconsciousness particularly on-the-nose.

In the context of The Hanged Man, blue evokes the element through which the ego's sense of control is weakened and then overturned. (Green—like the fetid green of the reflecting pool algae—is the color of death, decay, rot, mold, and eventual rebirth. Unsurprisingly, a foul stench persistently clings to the air surrounding him.) Trump is still recognizably himself, but the usual red signature of dominance and aggression is absent. Instead, he is clothed in the color of the very waves dissolving his power—submerging, eroding, and ultimately carrying away the illusion of control. 

The fact that he appeared to me as a caricature of himself is also relevant. It says public ridicule is part of his unraveling. He is being reduced from tyrant to cartoon, from a figure who demands fear and blind loyalty to an impotent joke stripped of all grandeur. We laugh at the boggart! The vision strips him of grandeur and turns him into an object lesson. A mock-king (Mocking the Mock King) shaken until the gold falls out. Until his True Face is shown. (A First Ray Ego in its Shadow Form.)

A powerful democratic or collective force will seize him at his one true weakness, overturn him, humiliate him, and force the return of hoarded wealth and power back to the people. It is a vision of reckoning.

Sunday, April 12, 2026

I'm back!

I shut down the blog a couple of months ago for a few reasons. The first reason was frustration. I was trying to get through the Daisy Chain of Events series and was in the process of reaching the peak of that series when Blogspot began removing several of the posts. This was due to the nature of what I was sharing. The psychological and sexual harassment, along with the threats to my life, were definitely quite graphic. But I had no warning, and the drafts of those posts were also deleted.

The thought of having to parse through what I had already covered and try to figure out what I had to go back over completely exhausted me. It took significant emotional labor to put together those posts in the first place. That said, I do intend to finish that series someday. I will probably transfer what I currently have onto static pages and then continue the series from there. I will share those links when that time comes. It's just something I feel like I need to do.

Okay, so onto the second reason. It's obvious that I was deeply traumatized by the events of last spring, summer, and fall (2025). I knew I was not okay. I didn't even really start to feel like myself again until late December 2025. Plus, there were some other things taking place in my personal life that I won't share publicly, but they were significant. And they were heavy. I was an emotional and hormonal mess. I'm still navigating the massive transition that surgical menopause brings upon someone so young.

I'm still in the messy middle. But I am just beginning to feel a sense of direction emerging once more. Part of the solution is to embrace my chaos and not try to niche myself down. I have to keep reminding myself of this, again and again. Another part of the solution is to allow myself an online space where I can stream-of-consciousness freely (and safely), as I am doing in this very post. So that's what HermaJestar.com (or hermajestar.blogpsot.com) is to become. Just the online space where I dump some of my personal thoughts and document all of my wild synchronicities.

This brings me into the third reason. I will be restructuring what I started in 2024-2025. I let some of the domains I had purchased expire. I was scattering myself in too many directions at once, but I was also still trying to needlessly play by the content creation mill rules. There will be no more of that. This is partly what I mean when I say that I am embracing my chaos. I can only post or create when I feel called to do so, as my limited energy demands. This means that there will be cycles of time where I am hyper-focused in one area, only to seemingly abandon it for another. But that supposed abandonment is temporary. I always circle back. Is this blog not evidence of that? I know I've been a bit redundant with statements like these in past posts, but it's worth repeating.

Articles on consciousness, the tarot, astrology, psychic abilities, et cetera will no longer be shared here. I will be sharing those types of posts in another blog or website. Do expect future posts on here to include incidents occurring with my haunted items! I still want to create a separate website just for my haunted objects, especially as my collection grows. If I had to guess, I now have around 17-18 potentially haunted objects. At least 11 of those objects have a definite attachment. But there are a few I am still unsure about. I also think my giant golden mirror is now an open portal. It has been making a lot of sounds lately. I'll explore this further in my follow-up post. So please stay tuned!