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Thursday, July 10, 2025

Part 1a: A Daisy Chain of Events

Note: I am aware that there are still some broken links and embeds throughout some of the older blog posts. I will soon be reviewing and correcting them all. This is due to the fact that I have, for the moment, toggled my TikTok and Instagram profiles back to private/follow request only. I will probably back up this content on Rumble and use that to host video embeds from now on, even if I do opt to go public with those accounts again. 

Okay, before moving on to the next part, I decided to do a quick follow-up post—an addendum for Part One if you will. This is to better explain the timeline, how it all connects, and why I reference certain series of events in the past. Upon rereading the original post, I realized that some of the points I am making or am trying to reference might not be so obvious to the reader.

Let's take it piece-by-piece:

On February 5th, 2025, I learned that the neighbor living across the hallway from my current residence had passed away. The whole thing was eerie. In the post I made on Bluesky, I mentioned that I could confirm that she was still alive on January 16th, 2025. Why did I add this detail? Another resident in my building (who has also since passed away in the last couple of months) wheeled himself into her apartment without knocking (January 16th). I was monitoring the situation after I heard her hollering at him that he was in the wrong apartment. I opened up my door and waited outside of her apartment, listening in to the argument that they were having. She was able to talk some sense into him, and he eventually left. Out of respect for her privacy (she preferred to be left alone), and since the situation seemed to resolve itself, I didn't knock or check in with her. Hindsight, though? I wish I would have.

Attached to that Bluesky post was a screenshot from my old X account. I was documenting a blatant recurrence. Prior to moving into the building I am currently living in (I moved in on November 1st, 2023), I was living in another tower in a different city. But many of the same patterns of events were repeating themselves. Leading up to the events that took place in August of 2023 (which will be addressed soon—and it was precisely that chain of events that caused me to move out of that building and into the building I am living in now), a similar set of events had transpired.

On June 30th, 2023, I found out that the neighbor who had lived across the hallway from me at my former residence had lost a close family member of his. His (adult) nephew was found deceased in the courtyard. On October 27th, 2023, while I was in the process of transferring to a different building and city, I had discovered that that neighbor had also passed away. Mere weeks after a traumatic chain of events had been initiated (again: August 15-16th, 2023). I'll never publicly detail everything that happened, but it was devastating. Thanks to a cockroach invasion that also took place that month (August 2023), I was easily able to get out of my lease.

On February 19th, 2025, I share a post where I am clairvoyantly noting a repetition of patterns playing out in my sphere of awareness that resemble the events that took place in August of 2023. The post contains a GIF of a man standing at an intersection (Hermes-Hecate coded). Why include this imagery? Because it was a crash that took place at an intersection right outside of my building on August 15th, 2023, that seemed to set the wild chain of events into motion. Or, at the very least, was a herald or a portent for the events to come.


On February 21st, 2025, I clairvoyantly received the message of incoming technological glitches. An incoming "glitch warp." So, what is a glitch warp? In the past, I used to refer to these as "time warps" or being in the "temporal/time vortex." A glitch warp typically involves a cluster of glitches and time jumps/alterations that take place in rapid succession or "all at once." (Uranian "Wild Cards.") Spacetime coherence seems to flicker, so clocks jump forward or backward, phone batteries drain or refill instantly, nearby electronics misfire in synchrony, and alarms start sounding (fire alarms, car alarms, clocks, phone alarms, etc).

Peep the date:


On February 22nd, 2025, I was woken up at 3-something in the morning by the fire alarms going off. ("Rise and Shine.") A dangerous fire took place on the floor directly above me. Fortunately, it occurred on the other end of the building. Unfortunately, the person who accidentally caused the fire lost their home and suffered some injuries to their lungs. One or two of the apartments directly under them flooded to prevent the spread of the fire. It also appears as though the people who were living in the apartment that had the most damage caused by the sprinkler system ended up moving out as well.


Later that day (February 22nd), I repost that aforementioned post from February 5th and attach screenshots from the incidents that took place in August 2023:




A similar set of events took place around October 30th, 2024:


The neighbor who had died in February 2025 was the same neighbor who had been screaming in horror over her dead cat only a few months earlier. (Schrödinger's Cat motif.) Much like my neighbor in the previous building, as if to foreshadow their own impending demise, this neighbor also lost a close family member. Neighbor 1 lost his nephew at Tower 1 (body found in courtyard). Neighbor 2 lost her beloved cat in Tower 2 (overheard her screaming about her dead cat). A crash took place outside of Tower 1 (August 15th, 2023), involving two cars, which heralded a strange cluster of happenstances (neighbor 1 would die about two months later). A crash also took place outside of Tower 2 (March 3rd, 2025), also involving two cars, and also heralded another strange-familiar cluster of happenstances (neighbor 2 would die about one month earlier).


On February 24th, 2025, I post about the smoke that I can smell coming from my neighbor's apartment. They scorched something pretty good while they were cooking. On March 3rd, 2025, I make a post about a PHANTOM CAT (Schrödinger's Cat motif) hopping up on the bed with me as I was getting ready to go to bed. I don't allow my cat in my bedroom at night, because she is both clumsy and too aggressive at night. I wrote, "... it suddenly feels like my cat jumps up onto the bed with me. I turn to look, and there is nothing there."

On March 3rd, 2025, the car crash kicked off the events of that day. It started with a car crash and ended with multiple cars racing (loudly) through the nearby streets later on that night.


WHAT A CRAZY DAY!!! Still from the video I took (which I won't share for privacy reasons) this morning...: bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:27 PM

As the day (March 3rd) went on, I began experiencing glitches. high strangeness, and object displacement ("change, rearrange"). My phone teleported from my lap and was found on the bathroom floor. I sent a message to my friends (the "Wyrd Seastars") about it, and one friend reported the flashlight of their phone turning on. This is something that happens between the three of us a lot. If one of us reports something (high strangeness/glitches), it starts happening to all of us. Actually, we typically discover that it was happening to the others simultaneously before any of us reaches out to each other to report it. It gives me goosebumps every time. Now that I'm writing about it, it's probably going to start happening again soon. I'll have to check in with my Wyrd Seastars soon.

At 9:36pm (still March 3rd), I report on Bluesky that the fire department is over at my neighbor's apartment (not the neighbor who had passed away). There was a strange beeping out in the hallway that did not resemble the usual fire alarm, and there was an odd chemical smell in the air. Shortly after, I make a post at 9:55pm that all of my electronics are glitching out. I go on to document some of those glitches. While this is happening, I start feeling a seizure coming on and have deja vu. Seizures, brain sensations, and deja vu coinciding with tech glitches and high strangeness are historically common for me.

On March 10th, 2025, my Mom grapples again with congestive heart failure. These events tend to happen during eclipse season. Again, something I have documented thoroughly over the years. Earlier that day, I went in for a pelvic ultrasound and found out that the ovary I had had surgery on exactly one year earlier, was being overtaken once more by a cluster of ovarian cysts. I had PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome), and I say this in past tense because I have since had my remaining ovary removed. But I won't go into that until the next part. However, I knew that the results of this ultrasound would soon mean that that ovary would have to go bye-bye.

On March 11th I would go in for my autism evaluation (I get the results for my autism and ADHD evaluations this upcoming Tuesday). Later that afternoon, I began taking notes for the upcoming blog post: Part 3 of the Observer Effect. It's worth mentioning because I sense a causal relationship between the nature of these posts, the notes I was channeling, and the bizarre events that were unfolding.

On March 13th, 2025, exactly one decade after my bowel perforation and NDE, I had an EGD (esophagogastroduodenoscopy) which shed some much-needed insight into how and why my bowel perforated exactly one decade (to the day) earlier. Answers to questions that were ten years in the making. I won't go into those details in these posts, but I will eventually dive deeper into my health conditions in future posts. 

The next day (March 14th), an old parasocial connection resurfaced. Someone who I had originally connected with on X (formerly Twitter) back in mid-2020. His reappearance at this time was particularly significant, because I had to block him almost exactly one year earlier. This connects with the ultrasound results from March 10th. I knew I'd be having surgery on that ovary again soon, just as I had exactly one year prior (March 26th, 2024). I'll dive deeper into this as well in the next part.


On March 17th, 2025, I started noticing that I was getting an unusual amount of friend requests on Snapchat. I remember thinking this was odd, because I hardly ever used Snapchat (same with Facebook). On March 19th, during the lunar eclipse, a blizzard took out power in my home city. Fortunately, my cat and I were staying at my then-partner's house for a couple of nights. We were able to avoid the blackout that left everyone in my building without power for over three days. Three Days of Night.

Okay, so hopefully that explains the timeline of events and their significance a little bit better. The full scope of things will become even clearer in the next part. Many of these themes will come full circle, so just...wait for it..

Part One: A Daisy Chain of Events

February 5th, 2025: This is the same neighbor described later on in this post in a screenshot from October 30th, 2024 who was screaming about her dead cat.

I just discovered that my neighbor, directly across the hallway, has died. She was found about a week ago. All I know about her death was that she had Covid & she had fallen. I feel so awful for not hearing it or being able to help. I can confirm that she was still alive on January 16th. Deja vu:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 5, 2025 at 3:32 PM

February 19th, 2025:

👁 "August 15th-16th, 2023" (NO.)

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 19, 2025 at 8:26 PM

February 21st, 2025:

👁️ "Technological Issues" (Glitch Warp)

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 21, 2025 at 2:39 PM

February 22nd, 2025:

Woken up by the alarms at 3-something am.

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 3:21 AM

So the fire actually happened on the floor right above my apartment. It sounds like someone fell asleep with a lit cigarette. My floor smells like smoke now, and one of the apartments on my floor has flooded.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 4:06 AM

A pattern that closely paralled several chains of events that had happened in August 2023. In this post I share screenshots detailing that chain of events (note: That friend that I tagged in the post? @BakedBlue. That is the friend who recently passed away, which I wrote about here.):

bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 4:20 AM

In this post, from December 11th, 2024, I chronicle another eerily similar chain of events noted back in October 2024:

October 30th, 2024—when this energy became undeniable:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) December 11, 2024 at 8:49 AM

The smoke has made its way into my apartment.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 4:55 AM

February 24th, 2025:

What the hell! It smells like something is burning in the hallway.

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 24, 2025 at 8:16 PM


 March 2nd, 2025:


I'm in bed because I need to be up early. But I haven't turned the lights out yet, and it suddenly feels like my cat jumps up onto the bed with me. I turn to look, and there is nothing there. The door is shut and she is in the living room (she can't sleep in here at night, she's too clumsy/demonic).

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 2, 2025 at 9:05 PM

 March 3rd, 2025:

WHAT A CRAZY DAY!!! Still from the video I took (which I won't share for privacy reasons) this morning...: bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:27 PM

(The accident took place around 11:12am.)

🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 MY PHONE... TELEPORTED (and thinks I'm writing in Korean...)

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 7:24 PM


WHAT THE HELLLLLLL The fire department is at my neighbor's apartment! (Not the ones that flooded because of the other fire.)

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:36 PM

I'm not sure what happened. Something kept beeping out in the hallway, but it wasn't the fire alarm. I think they've left now. But they were inside my neighbor's apartment, checking something out. And there is a strange chemical smell in the air.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:41 PM

Minutes later:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:55 PM

I'm trying to upload this glitch to Rumble since it won't upload on here, and it won't upload on there!

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:58 PM

Made this post (see attached) at 9:49pm. And you can see I am recording that clip (see above post) right after I posted this—at 9:53pm. I was having deja vu the entire time. Feeling seizure-y. bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:07 PM

Which reminds me of this incident on May 4th, 2016—I was having a conversation via FB messenger with a friend and started having 'brain sliding' sensations. While that was happening, my phone was glitching out and then the friend I was messaging started having the same issue with their phone:




And then this just happened (and this went on for a while): (Visuals censored for privacy, but this was recorded through my window.) rumble.com/v6q3dkw-the-...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:35 PM

They were driving CRAZY. It was so loud.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:38 PM

Goblin Self 🕸 Daisy Chain of Events! I keep getting notifications for these over and over and over! Even after I dismissed them. @xtr0py.bsky.social

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 11:43 PM

March 4th, 2025:

See the correlation? The apartment on the floor above me caught fire on the 22nd of February, and I posted about tech issues on the 21st (the day before). That same disruptive Uranus-Pluto energy is active now.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 4, 2025 at 9:00 AM

March 10th, 2025:

✔️ Mom is going through congestive heart failure/heart attack again (during eclipse season, again). She's not currently in the hospital, but the situation is rocky (although she 🗝currently🗝 seems stable) right now.

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 10, 2025 at 4:47 PM

✔️ I have another large CLUSTER of cysts growing on my (only) ovary. I had to have surgery this time last year (during eclipse season) to have it removed (my cysts tend to become monster tumors). It was our last ditch effort to save the ovary/give it one last chance This means full hysterectomy soon

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 10, 2025 at 4:50 PM

Today, I had my ultrasound. Tomorrow, I go in for my autism evaluation. Should hear from my gynecologist about how we are going to proceed. Thursday, being put under (anesthesia) for an EGD. Friday, Lunar Eclipse, and day of the big storm (we may/may not be impacted). bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM

(Pay attention to the dates mentioned in the screenshot of that post: March 21st, 2024-March 26th, 2024. Those dates will become relevant again later on related to my stalker situation.)

These pictures were taken on March 11th, 2025. I was taking notes for Part 3 of The Observer Effect. Here is a link to Part 2, which was posted on January 26th, 2025.


March 13th, 2025:

EGD showed that I have a malrotated stomach (among other things) He wants to do some more testing/review my (extensive)medical history. This may/may not require surgery in the future. But this is definitely related to the mild gastroparesis that I have—& perhaps the hiatal hernia they recently found

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 13, 2025 at 11:39 AM

10 Years Ago:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 13, 2025 at 12:20 PM

March 14th, 2025: Kyle comes crawling out of the woodwork. Kyle is the man who has been cyber-stalking me since March. But, it began before that, which I will get into later. I took this screenshot on March 14th, knowing this was him coming back around after a full year of silence, since I blocked him in March-April 2024 for behaviors he would quickly resume.

March 16th, 2025: To show how many Facebook friends I had before everything started to pop off. Also, 'peep' the cover photo:

Foreshadowing (I recorded this scene on March 16th, 2025):

March 17th, 2025: I started to notice that I was getting a lot of Quick Adds/Friend Requests on Snapchat. (This was only the beginning.)

March 19th, 2025: A major blizzard came through while my cat (Daisy) and I were out of town. It knocked the power out of my building for several days. Fortunately, I was staying with my then-partner at the time and Daisy and I were able to avoid being without power for 3+ days.

March 21st, 2025: The irony of this post will soon become apparent.

I am going to stop there for now since there are a lot of images and embedded content in this post. Stay tuned for the next part where things start to take quite the wild turn. Once you see the full timeline of events, you'll understand exactly why it has taken me so long to start posting again—as it fully explains my absence.

Monday, January 27, 2025

Personal: Echoes of Light

 

My father's obituary

January 25th, 2025

  • I was having a conversation with my sister over Messenger. During the conversation, she sent me something that reminded me of a deeply emotional memory from when my ex-boyfriend's daughter, Kira (age 7), passed away.
  • Before Kira experienced brain death (on December 10th, 2016), her father and I had been prepared for the moment it would happen. We were told what to expect and what to watch out for. So, when her vitals tanked, we knew that she was experiencing brain death. In that moment, we both saw an orb of light exit her nose and float away, as though her soul were leaving her body. This occurred at the exact moment of her brain death, when her vitals tanked.
  • After telling my sister about this incident, and while reflecting on Kira's passing, I had an unexpected vision of my father's death. My dad passed away on March 19th, 2010. He was 54 years of age, and I was 23 years of age. I, along with my sisters, my mother, and two of my nieces, were at his side when he died. I was sitting next to him when it happened, my hand on his shoulder. I had been carefully watching his breathing, because it had slowed and had become erratic. After a while, I noticed that he had stopped breathing, and I informed my mom that he was no longer breathing.
  • Shortly after he had stopped breathing, one of my niece's (1 year old) began freaking out and crying inconsolably. She had been looking up toward the ceiling (up, over my head), near the corner of the living room next to the hallway that led to the bathroom. It's as if she could sense that something was in the room with us. I had to take her into my parent's bedroom to calm her down while arrangements were made.
  • The vision I had was spontaneous and I've never quite had a vision like this one before. As such, I questioned it. I had intended to document the experience on my Bluesky, but didn't feel comfortable doing so. Due to the sensitive and questionable nature of the vision, I was reticent to put it out there to be exposed to criticism or ridicule. But I did compose a post. Instead of sharing it, I cut and pasted it into a note on my phone's notepad with the idea that I might eventually share it here.
  • The vision I had was from his perspective at the moment of his death. He was formless, just like my many out-of-body experiences. I, as my father, found myself immediately detached from my/his body. I was floating up over his daughter's (my 23-year-old self) head, hovering near the same area that my niece had been looking at. He was completely emotionally removed from the dramatic scene before him. He was calm, just observing his death play out. That was it. That was the vision.

January 26th, 2025

  • Last night, at 7:11pm CST, I received a message from my sister. She told me that she just gotten home from our mom's house. She said, "So we are sitting in the living room, chatting it up, and I see a light out of my peripherals shoot by in the hallway. Kinda in the bedroom. I told mom that my "eyes are messing with me," and she asks me, "You saw that too?" Oh, I got the goosebumps. I go in there and look in her room, then shut the door. Like one minute later, I turn around and the door is back open. We were freaked, lol."
  • At 7:12pm, I respond, asking, "Like an orb or a flash?" I asked this because our last exchange had been about my ex-partner and I seeing that orb of light exit Kira's nose. I knew that if she told me that it was an orb of light, that it was directly related to the vision I'd had the night before of my father leaving his body.
  • At 7:14pm, she responded, "Orb, but I don't know. Later I thought I saw a bug flying around the light, but mom said there hasn't been any bugs in the house and I never saw it again after that. It was quick like the orb. Mom said orb too. She said she sees it all the time, but that she thought it was her bad eyesight."
  • I responded at 7:25pm with, "I think THAT was Dad." My mom and sister often equate nearly all of their paranormal experiences with it being related to my father's presence. But that's not something I usually agree with. So, for me to admit that it might be him this time, is not my typical response. (Wow! It's 8:17am on January 27th, 2025, and I am currently having deja vu as I am typing this out.)
  • She then messaged me back around 7:27pm with, "[Nephew's name] kept looking and pointing in there. He went and opened the bedroom door, got scared and came running back in. Yeah, I think so too. I felt bad leaving mom, lol. She was spooked herself. She shut the door, shut the curtain she has hung in the hallway, and shut the light off."
  • This orb sighting was in the same area I had seen in my vision the night before, near the hallway entrance that leads to the bedroom, aligning eerily with the memory of his passing. I felt like this was a confirmation of that vision that I had had.
  • My sister also mentioned that her youngest child, my nephew, who is also now just one year old—the same age as my niece at the time of my dad's passing—had been pointing at the hallway and looking toward the same area. He opened the bedroom door, seemed startled, and quickly ran back, as though he had sensed or had witnessed something unusual. This mirrored my niece's behavior during my father's death. I even took her into my parent's bedroom (the same bedroom they said they saw the orb fly toward last night) to console her.
  • I hesitated to share my vision with my sister when she was detailing this incident to me. Historically, my family has always dismissed or downplayed my experiences, which has taught me a lot about "knowing your audience." Unfortunately, it has also resulted in me having to work through a lot of self-doubt and second-guessing in my later years. It's partly why I am so diligent in chronicling and documenting my experiences. Not just to convince others, but to remind myself of their validity. One can easily argue and dismiss word of mouth testimonials, but it's a little more difficult to disregard timestamped evidence. (That being said, no amount of proof will convince those who're determined not to believe. There is no point in wasting effort on those individuals. And that's perfectly okay. We're only open to what we're ready for.) The following clip is one such example:
  • Shortly after my text exchange with my sister, I noticed a faint ectoplasmic mist in my left peripheral vision.
  • When I went to go find the clip you see above, which I have unlisted on a backup YouTube account, I noted a synchronicity:
Notice the caption: "A Stitch in Time."

  • During a group text exchange on January 21st, 2025, I noted a synchronicity in regard to something that was shared by another member of the group (which I won't share the context of that synchronicity here, as to respect the privacy of the other individuals involved). Here is a screenshot of my texts:


  • The blog post I am referring to can be found here. I shared a series of screenshots from an old Twitter archive. Here are the screenshots I shared in the group chat:





  • I have reuploaded the full clip (with a minor edit/omission for privacy reasons) from that Halloween podcast (The Spiral) to Rumble, for additional context:

Disappearing Evidence

  • I had considered sharing my vision with my sister. But I wasn't going to share it with her without some proof. Remembering that I had made a timestamped note in my phone's notepad, I went to look for it. Adding to the strange events, it was completely gone. 
  • Similarly, I went to look up an old blog post (in a private blog) where I recount the events mentioned in The Spiral video. During a séance with three friends, a friend and I witnessed a spiraling vortex suddenly appear behind the friend (Renee) we see giving a testimonial in the video above. The other friend and I collectively gasped and screamed when we saw it suddenly manifest. By the time Renee had turned around, it was gone. The friend who had witnessed it with me was so upset by it, that she gathered up her things and left. Below is an excerpt from a blog post from April 23rd, 2012, where this incident is referenced:
"Okay... so my friend and I had a particularly strange experience yesterday and it got me to realize that these paranormal experiences seem to ramp up whenever I have company... As if, whatever it is, wants to show off/get the attention to/of my friends. I may have mentioned to a few of you the spiral in my kitchen that several of us witnessed, finding/seeing random doors open, etc. And most of these 'disturbances' happened when I had friends over."

  • Just like the disappearing note I had thought about sharing with my sister, whatever blog entries I may have made about the spiral incident no longer exist. I've even checked both of my Twitter archives for mentions of this event and couldn't find anything. I know that I have shared a written statement about this before, but apparently, all such records are all gone. (Change, Rearrange.)
  • In the future, I will share that full blog post. But it will be its own topic of discussion altogether. The title of that entry is "Everybody Wants to be a Cat." I had intended to include the following movie poster in Part 3 of The Observer Effect, but feel like it's appropriate here too:
"A cat has nine lives. Three for playing, three for straying, and three for staying."

Update:
(at 9:44am on January 27th, 2025)

I completely forgot to mention a few disturbing things that happened before I went to sleep last night! I did make a post on Bluesky about this and will embed that below. I began having sinister visions, not the usual kind. They felt like hallucinations from a bad acid trip (Choronzon). But there was a full-bodied apparition that preceded these visions. Similar to what I've been posting about in recent entries (The Observer Effect), I saw my doppelganger. It was a foot shorter than I am, but it resembled me. It was standing in front of my computer chair, at my desk. It looked like a necromantic version of myself.

 It reminded me of Samara in the movie The Ring. I don't normally get scared from visions or apparitions, but this deeply disturbed me. It reminded me of an experience I'd had with the infamous Hat Man (yet another topic of discussion for another time), an entity entirely distinct from the shadow people I've talked about elsewhere. If you're unfamiliar with this entity, just do a quick search for The Hat Man. There are countless historical reports of this Mothman-like being, and they are all extremely similar. Anyway, I'd had one confirmed encounter with the Hat Man when I was around 7 or 8 years of age. I've never forgotten it, and I've always prayed that I would never have the experience again.

Even though I didn't end up seeing this figure in my doorway or in a corner of my bedroom, I was worried I was going to. Because the doppelganger reminded me of the severed head (my head) that the Hat Man had conjured at my bedside when I was a little girl (while it was standing in the doorway). After I saw this doppelganger last night, I began receiving demented visuals (clairvoyance). Like I said, it reminded me of a bad acid trip. I kept seeing creepy characters with morphing faces, and I had the same sense of dread that I'd had when the Hat Man (who is briefly referenced in The Spiral video shared above) appeared in my door entryway nearly 30 years ago.

Some pretty terrifying visions tonight. Super demented. Disturbing. Not grotesque, but very sinister. I don't get visions like these very often. Don't like it. And I'm not going to describe them. There was an apparition at my computer desk too. But I can't even think about it, or I won't sleep.

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— HermaJestar (@hermajestar.com) January 26, 2025 at 10:13 PM

Sunday, January 26, 2025

Part Two: The Observer Effect

"The Demiurge first creates the World Soul, composed of two cosmic circles whose intersections take the form of an X. According to Plato, the Cosmic Soul itself is invisible, but the Creator decides to make the visible body of the universe as similar as possible to the invisible soul.

"Now while the body of the universe had come to be as a visible thing, the soul was invisible." — Plato, Timaeus 

"Now when the Father who had begotten the universe observed it set in motion and alive, a thing that had come to be as a shrine for the everlasting gods, he was well pleased, and in his delight he thought of making it more like its model still. So, as the model was itself an everlasting Living Thing, he set himself to bringing this universe to completion in such a way that it, too, would have that character to the extent that was possible." — Plato, Timaeus 

In other words, the visible body of the universe mirrors as closely as possible the form of the invisible Cosmic Soul, whose two intersecting circles give the shape of an X. To give us a clue as to the components of this cosmic scheme, Plato reveals that one of the celestial circles, the circle of the Different, follows the path of the Wanderers, the seven Planets that trace out the zodiac." - George Latura


In this continuation of the discussion from Part One: The Observer Effect, we delve deeper into the fascinating interplay between observation and reality. Building on the foundational concepts introduced in the first part, we will explore how the act of observing shapes not only the outcome but also the very essence of what is being observed. If you haven't read Part One yet, I encourage you to go check it out before diving into this next layer of the discussion.

What is the Observer Effect?


In quantum mechanics, the Observer Effect refers to the alteration of a quantum system upon measurement. Particles exist in a superposition—a state of multiple possibilities—until observed, at which point the wave function collapses into a definite state. This phenomenon suggests that consciousness plays a pivotal role in shaping reality.


When multiple versions of an event, object, or person appear simultaneously—such as the example of "Alice" in the Apple TV show Constellation—it suggests a fleeting overlap or collision of parallel realities. These realities may represent different trajectories of possibility, momentarily revealed to the observer as the boundaries between dimensions thin. (This phenomenon is likely what underlies the sightings of 'shadow people' and 'shadow figures'—dimensional bleeding. It may involve something crossing over from one dimension or reality into the one where our locus of awareness resides.)

The following passages are from another recent blog entry:
The brain acts as both a receiver and interpreter of the dynamic patterns that constitute reality, constantly constructing and reconstructing the world we experience. This process, though largely unconscious, occasionally reveals itself in moments of disruption, offering glimpses into the intricate mechanics of our perception and its relationship to the larger cosmos.
"You have heard the expression before, I am sure, that the environment expresses a particular individual's personality. I am telling you that this is a literal and not symbolic truth. The letters upon the page have the reality only of ink and paper. The information they convey is invisible. As an object, this book itself is only paper and ink. It is a carrier of information.

You may perhaps argue that the book was manufactured physically, and did not suddenly erupt through Ruburt's skull, already printed and bound. You in turn had to borrow or purchase the book, so you may think, 'Surely, I did not create the book, as I created my words.' But before we are finished, we will see that basically speaking, each of you create the book you hold in your hands, and that your entire physical environment comes as naturally out of your inner mind as words come out of your mouths, and that man forms physical objects as unselfconsciously and as automatically as he forms his own breath." - Seth via Jane Roberts
On October 31st, 2016, I was reading New Dimensions for the Cube of Space: The Path of Initiation Revealed by the Tarot upon the Qabalistic Cube by David Allen Hulse. I had already read the chapter and was going back over a specific page to reference something. As I revisited that part, I watched the book page rearrange itself right before my eyes, with entirely new sections and words appearing that hadn’t been there before.

Looking for an image from an episode of Rick and Morty in my Twitter archive, I saw that attached was a passage (from the preface of Manya J. Long's book, The Psyche as Interaction) that entangles with my anecdotal evidence of a reality shift I had observed myself in 2016.

"'The sine-wave is the sum total of the waveform (thoughtform).' That sentence, complete with the punctuation, acted as a catalyst in my twenty-year journey in search of a comprehensive structure in which to understand the nature of the paranormal phenomena that I have experienced since I was two years old. Originally, I thought I had seen that sentence in a book that I had been reading before I fell asleep one night. However, the next morning, I searched through the entire book and could not find it. This even happened in November, 1990." - Manya J. Long

Now, quickly revisiting this quote of mine, "I had already read the chapter and was going back over a specific page to reference something. As I revisited that part, I watched the book page rearrange itself right before my eyes, with entirely new sections and words appearing that hadn’t been there before." Why does that sound familiar?

It's when I... do a double take... it's when I LOOK AGAIN. Re-View. Re-Visit.

The glitch in the blog post, where the second video was temporarily replaced with a duplicate of the first, represents this disruption (The Tower moment, The Fool taking a Quantum Leap, Flip-Flopping around in the Upside Down like the Hanged Man from the blasted Tree). When multiple versions of a reality or archetype appear simultaneously, it can symbolize the interplay of potentialities vying for coherence within the field of perception. My reality (the observation and record of this glitch) paralleled exactly what was going on in the video clips. 

It should be noted that, from repeated experiences of mine, these reality shifts go hand-in-hand with what I have termed, "Glitch Warps." This will be a topic entirely of its own for future discussion.

In this case, the doubling of the Observer Effect video could symbolize the recursive nature of observation itself—where the act of witnessing creates a feedback loop that manifests as a "double take." Refreshing the page resolved the glitch, suggesting that the phenomenon was transient, aligning with the idea that such experiences are fleeting intersections of energetic fields rather than permanent disruptions. (Blipping in, blipping out.)

In the Constellation clip, the character, Bud, observes two versions of "Alice." The two Alices are not physical twins but manifestations of diverging timelines or realities, coexisting momentarily before collapsing into one dominant narrative. But, as Bud states, "It can't decide what it wants to be." (A Rickle in Time, just can't Make up my Mind.) This mirrors the quantum state of superposition, where all possibilities exist until they are observed.

In Norse mythology, Thor's hammer, Mjölnir, is a symbol of lightning. The lightning in The Tower tarot card is, therefore, synonymous with Thor's hammer, delivering a powerful and sudden force of change that overthrows outdated structures to come crashing down. Just as a hammer strikes with precision and strength, the lightning symbolizes a divine intervention or cosmic wake-up call where we are forced to make a choice.

In the tarot readers' clips, the archetypal energy of The Tower manifested both symbolically and tangibly: One reader dreamt of a tree struck by lightning (a visual representation of The Tower), while the other experienced the sound bowl falling and crashing during her reading. Both events reflected the disruptive force of The Tower archetype without explicitly pulling the card. This is also a perfect example as to why the many variations of the tarot cards and its symbolism can never actually be wrong.

Tarot reflects the holographic nature of reality, where each part contains the whole. The diverse imagery and interpretations offered by various decks are all valid because they tap into universal archetypes and truths, which are not limited to a single depiction or framework. Symbols like the circle in "zero" or "O" can represent multiple layers of meaning, such as the Fool's journey, wholeness, and infinite potential.

"...and if our consciousness were more fluid, we could literally reach out and touch them." - Dark Matter (Apple TV)

The idea of imposing rigid rules or labeling one interpretation as definitive fails to recognize that tarot, much like reality, is multidimensional and fluid. Every image, glyph, or design contributes to a broader understanding, acting as a portal for different perspectives and insights. This flexibility allows tarot to resonate deeply on individual levels, adapting to the reader's and querent's unique consciousness. A circle can be both a hole and the whole. Tarot decks, with their rich variety, embody this holographic truth, making all interpretations simultaneously unique and interconnected.

"What we are looking for is what is looking...

Suppose, however, that when somebody sees a pattern-masked word having two possible meanings, the brain-mind becomes a quantum coherent superposition of states—each carrying one of the two meanings of the word.

The quantum mechanical interpretation of the conscious perception data is that the contextual word HAND projects out the dichotomous word PALM (a coherent superposition) the state with the meaning of hand (that is, the WAVE FUNCTION collapses with the choice of hand meaning only). This state has a large overlap (positive associations are expressed in quantum mechanics as larger overlaps of meaning between two states) with the state corresponding to the final word WRIST, and thus the recognition of wrist is facilitated.

Similarly, in the quantum model description of the unmasked incongruent case, the word context of TREE projects out the state with the meaning of tree from the coherent superposition state palm; the overlap of meaning, between the states corresponding to tree and wrist is small, hence the inhibition. In the pattern-masked case, both congruent and incongruent, palm is perceived unconsciously and therefore there is no projection of any particular meaning—no masked PALM leading to a coherent superposition state containing both the tree and hand meanings of PALM can thus be seen. How else would the effect of the biasing word, as in the strings tree-palm-wrist/hand-palm-wrist, get so nearly wiped out when PALM is pattern-masked?

The phenomenon of simultaneously accessing PALM as both a tree and a part of the hand is difficult to account for accurately in a classical linear description of the brain-mind because such description is 'either-or.' The advantage of the 'both-and' quantum description is obvious." - Amit Goswami

In Rickle in Time from Rick and Morty, Rick, Morty, and Summer accidentally create multiple timelines after their uncertainty causes reality to split. They have to work together to fix the fractured timelines while avoiding destruction from time-policing beings.


The OA: "Forking Paths"

The OA

Seeing multiples (or duplicates) reflects the principle of mirroring, where internal states or archetypal energies project outward into the external world. This can be understood through several frameworks:
  • The Law of Resonance: Energetic frequencies in the observer's consciousness attract corresponding patterns in reality. Multiples arise as echoes of the same vibrational frequency manifesting in different forms.
  • Entanglement and Synchronization: Similar to quantum entanglement, where particles influence each other instantaneously across distances, these manifestations may reveal an interconnectedness across dimensions or timelines.
  • Archetypal Convergence: When specific energies dominate the collective consciousness—such as the disruptive and transformative energy of The Tower as seen in the clips of the tarot readers—these archetypes can appear simultaneously and in multiple contexts. If a particular symbol or series of symbols (pattern) repeatedly manifests in one's observational sphere of awareness, the synchronicity serves to capture one's attention and reinforce its significance. These occurrences can be understood as the subconscious mind's way of drawing attention to the underlying themes at play, urging conscious recognition and alignment with the deeper message.
Constellation (Apple TV)



This discussion has only scratched the surface, and there is much more to uncover. Stay tuned for Part Three, where we will delve even deeper into these mysteries and their implications for the nature of existence and human potential.