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Showing posts with label observer effect. Show all posts
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Saturday, July 19, 2025

Part Three: A Daisy Chain of Events

Disclaimer: This post contains my firsthand account of documented harassment and stalking behavior. The events described are supported by evidence, including messages and timestamps. Any opinions expressed are grounded in personal experience and the impact this behavior has had on my safety and well-being.

If you haven't already, go back and read these parts first before continuing:

Part One
Part 1A
Part Two

Okay, now where did we leave off? Oh, that's right: April 21st, 2025. I leapt from 10.3k followers to 14.1k followers. And while I understand that these numbers are nowhere near comparable to many well-established influencers out there, this was a huge deal for me. Especially with this happening all at once, unexpectedly, and so suddenly. To have my phone blow up with thousands upon thousands of men trying to talk to me (all at the same time) was beyond surreal. Similarly, their behavior was not normal. They were collectively fawning over me like they'd encountered some rare exotic celebrity sighting. The messages and videos they were sending were over-the-top. Paralleling the Kyle situation, the vibrations were not immediately nasty. Many of these men were also quite charming and disarming. It was a total thrill ride. Pour some sugar on me!

Between the messages I was receiving on Facebook and the snaps I was receiving on Snapchat, I was overwhelmed. For the moment, it was what I needed to help me navigate my post-breakup status.


On April 22nd, 2025, I hosted another Q&A/Story Time session. I skyrocketed to 17.1k followers. That's where my follower count on Snapchat maxed out and has plateaued (holding at about 16.6k followers ever since, even though I haven't been active on there lately. I do plan on making a comeback). From 7.1k to 17.1k five days later. Mind-blowing. And what imagery kept coming up the whole time?

The Viral Surge that comes in Waves
The Great Wave off Kanagawa by Katsushika Hokusai

Before I continue, let's review some of the wildly exaggerated, entitled, and audacious messages I was getting during these surges:

What a tempting and flattering offer! How can I refuse?!


Several men were finding me on my public Instagram, where it was much easier to cut through the noise and actually reach me:

Pretty pushy for someone who just wants 'friendship':


I felt like I lost a few brain cells with this one:

'God' (Kyle) continued interacting with my stories on Snapchat and sending me snaps at this time.


By April 24th, 2025, I recognized that Kyle's behavior was becoming increasingly manic. He'd once tiptoed around my boundaries, careful not to upset the apple cart, but his obsessions and delusions soon overrode that caution. And right on schedule, might I add! Because Heather wasn't going to be able to get away with having surgery on her ovary without a Kyle there to harass her through it! Heaven forbid we go easy on her while her life is already on the line! Let's just terrorize, stalk, defame, and sexually harass her while she's going through it. (Getting slightly ahead of myself, but that part is still to come.)

Pant-Shitting Time (FAFO)

"I hope you have your shitting pants on!" - Negan, The Walking Dead
I know someone 👶 who might benefit from having these on hand:

Side note: This will become clearer in future parts, but Kyle watches this blog. Steals content from here to twist and alter to fit his delusional narrative. He claims it's just for 'entertainment,' but let's not mince words here. What he's doing isn't 'controversial art,' it's criminal behavior. He can try to rewrite history all he wants, but I've documented everything thoroughly for the authorities. When you openly broadcast your crimes online for everyone to see, you're digging your own hole.

"Because I know if you have a man I am still the most high"

"Nothing is enough for me except domination"

Paraphilic infantilism. 👶
"I dun call girls mum. It's not a thing I do" (while calling me mummy)

Goodbye impulse control!

This was just the beginning. Had I known what this was going to escalate into, I would have more carefully documented those earlier messages. It was more of the same manic, narcissistic, delusional, grandiose ramblings.

AS I am receiving these messages from Kyle, I receive a follow request on Threads from someone else from my past. More unwanted attention from someone who I have repeatedly told to leave me alone. I won't share a screenshot of the person or their username, but it exists. I have it should I ever need it. Now more than ever, I'm making a habit of keeping all of my receipts. Anyway, this person showed up at my home one night (to 'leave a letter' because they 'forgot my mailing address') after I had rejected them. Year after year, rejection after rejection, this person is still lurking. As if I didn't already have enough predatory eyes on me.

That same day, multiple exes came crawling out of the woodwork. THAT SAME DAY. People from my past were noticing that I was getting noticed. It's the age-old story: perceived value spikes, and suddenly they want what others want—only because others want it. Leeches. Zombies. Fair-weather ghosts.

Okay, for this next part, you're going to want to get out your popcorn. We're venturing further into the Kyle saga, and this is when things go completely off the rails. Stay tuned!

Thursday, July 10, 2025

Part 1a: A Daisy Chain of Events

Note: I am aware that there are still some broken links and embeds throughout some of the older blog posts. I will soon be reviewing and correcting them all. This is due to the fact that I have, for the moment, toggled my TikTok and Instagram profiles back to private/follow request only. I will probably back up this content on Rumble and use that to host video embeds from now on, even if I do opt to go public with those accounts again. 

Okay, before moving on to the next part, I decided to do a quick follow-up post—an addendum for Part One if you will. This is to better explain the timeline, how it all connects, and why I reference certain series of events in the past. Upon rereading the original post, I realized that some of the points I am making or am trying to reference might not be so obvious to the reader.

Let's take it piece-by-piece:

On February 5th, 2025, I learned that the neighbor living across the hallway from my current residence had passed away. The whole thing was eerie. In the post I made on Bluesky, I mentioned that I could confirm that she was still alive on January 16th, 2025. Why did I add this detail? Another resident in my building (who has also since passed away in the last couple of months) wheeled himself into her apartment without knocking (January 16th). I was monitoring the situation after I heard her hollering at him that he was in the wrong apartment. I opened up my door and waited outside of her apartment, listening in to the argument that they were having. She was able to talk some sense into him, and he eventually left. Out of respect for her privacy (she preferred to be left alone), and since the situation seemed to resolve itself, I didn't knock or check in with her. Hindsight, though? I wish I would have.

Attached to that Bluesky post was a screenshot from my old X account. I was documenting a blatant recurrence. Prior to moving into the building I am currently living in (I moved in on November 1st, 2023), I was living in another tower in a different city. But many of the same patterns of events were repeating themselves. Leading up to the events that took place in August of 2023 (which will be addressed soon—and it was precisely that chain of events that caused me to move out of that building and into the building I am living in now), a similar set of events had transpired.

On June 30th, 2023, I found out that the neighbor who had lived across the hallway from me at my former residence had lost a close family member of his. His (adult) nephew was found deceased in the courtyard. On October 27th, 2023, while I was in the process of transferring to a different building and city, I had discovered that that neighbor had also passed away. Mere weeks after a traumatic chain of events had been initiated (again: August 15-16th, 2023). I'll never publicly detail everything that happened, but it was devastating. Thanks to a cockroach invasion that also took place that month (August 2023), I was easily able to get out of my lease.

On February 19th, 2025, I share a post where I am clairvoyantly noting a repetition of patterns playing out in my sphere of awareness that resemble the events that took place in August of 2023. The post contains a GIF of a man standing at an intersection (Hermes-Hecate coded). Why include this imagery? Because it was a crash that took place at an intersection right outside of my building on August 15th, 2023, that seemed to set the wild chain of events into motion. Or, at the very least, was a herald or a portent for the events to come.


On February 21st, 2025, I clairvoyantly received the message of incoming technological glitches. An incoming "glitch warp." So, what is a glitch warp? In the past, I used to refer to these as "time warps" or being in the "temporal/time vortex." A glitch warp typically involves a cluster of glitches and time jumps/alterations that take place in rapid succession or "all at once." (Uranian "Wild Cards.") Spacetime coherence seems to flicker, so clocks jump forward or backward, phone batteries drain or refill instantly, nearby electronics misfire in synchrony, and alarms start sounding (fire alarms, car alarms, clocks, phone alarms, etc).

Peep the date:


On February 22nd, 2025, I was woken up at 3-something in the morning by the fire alarms going off. ("Rise and Shine.") A dangerous fire took place on the floor directly above me. Fortunately, it occurred on the other end of the building. Unfortunately, the person who accidentally caused the fire lost their home and suffered some injuries to their lungs. One or two of the apartments directly under them flooded to prevent the spread of the fire. It also appears as though the people who were living in the apartment that had the most damage caused by the sprinkler system ended up moving out as well.


Later that day (February 22nd), I repost that aforementioned post from February 5th and attach screenshots from the incidents that took place in August 2023:




A similar set of events took place around October 30th, 2024:


The neighbor who had died in February 2025 was the same neighbor who had been screaming in horror over her dead cat only a few months earlier. (Schrödinger's Cat motif.) Much like my neighbor in the previous building, as if to foreshadow their own impending demise, this neighbor also lost a close family member. Neighbor 1 lost his nephew at Tower 1 (body found in courtyard). Neighbor 2 lost her beloved cat in Tower 2 (overheard her screaming about her dead cat). A crash took place outside of Tower 1 (August 15th, 2023), involving two cars, which heralded a strange cluster of happenstances (neighbor 1 would die about two months later). A crash also took place outside of Tower 2 (March 3rd, 2025), also involving two cars, and also heralded another strange-familiar cluster of happenstances (neighbor 2 would die about one month earlier).


On February 24th, 2025, I post about the smoke that I can smell coming from my neighbor's apartment. They scorched something pretty good while they were cooking. On March 3rd, 2025, I make a post about a PHANTOM CAT (Schrödinger's Cat motif) hopping up on the bed with me as I was getting ready to go to bed. I don't allow my cat in my bedroom at night, because she is both clumsy and too aggressive at night. I wrote, "... it suddenly feels like my cat jumps up onto the bed with me. I turn to look, and there is nothing there."

On March 3rd, 2025, the car crash kicked off the events of that day. It started with a car crash and ended with multiple cars racing (loudly) through the nearby streets later on that night.


WHAT A CRAZY DAY!!! Still from the video I took (which I won't share for privacy reasons) this morning...: bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:27 PM

As the day (March 3rd) went on, I began experiencing glitches. high strangeness, and object displacement ("change, rearrange"). My phone teleported from my lap and was found on the bathroom floor. I sent a message to my friends (the "Wyrd Seastars") about it, and one friend reported the flashlight of their phone turning on. This is something that happens between the three of us a lot. If one of us reports something (high strangeness/glitches), it starts happening to all of us. Actually, we typically discover that it was happening to the others simultaneously before any of us reaches out to each other to report it. It gives me goosebumps every time. Now that I'm writing about it, it's probably going to start happening again soon. I'll have to check in with my Wyrd Seastars soon.

At 9:36pm (still March 3rd), I report on Bluesky that the fire department is over at my neighbor's apartment (not the neighbor who had passed away). There was a strange beeping out in the hallway that did not resemble the usual fire alarm, and there was an odd chemical smell in the air. Shortly after, I make a post at 9:55pm that all of my electronics are glitching out. I go on to document some of those glitches. While this is happening, I start feeling a seizure coming on and have deja vu. Seizures, brain sensations, and deja vu coinciding with tech glitches and high strangeness are historically common for me.

On March 10th, 2025, my Mom grapples again with congestive heart failure. These events tend to happen during eclipse season. Again, something I have documented thoroughly over the years. Earlier that day, I went in for a pelvic ultrasound and found out that the ovary I had had surgery on exactly one year earlier, was being overtaken once more by a cluster of ovarian cysts. I had PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome), and I say this in past tense because I have since had my remaining ovary removed. But I won't go into that until the next part. However, I knew that the results of this ultrasound would soon mean that that ovary would have to go bye-bye.

On March 11th I would go in for my autism evaluation (I get the results for my autism and ADHD evaluations this upcoming Tuesday). Later that afternoon, I began taking notes for the upcoming blog post: Part 3 of the Observer Effect. It's worth mentioning because I sense a causal relationship between the nature of these posts, the notes I was channeling, and the bizarre events that were unfolding.

On March 13th, 2025, exactly one decade after my bowel perforation and NDE, I had an EGD (esophagogastroduodenoscopy) which shed some much-needed insight into how and why my bowel perforated exactly one decade (to the day) earlier. Answers to questions that were ten years in the making. I won't go into those details in these posts, but I will eventually dive deeper into my health conditions in future posts. 

The next day (March 14th), an old parasocial connection resurfaced. Someone who I had originally connected with on X (formerly Twitter) back in mid-2020. His reappearance at this time was particularly significant, because I had to block him almost exactly one year earlier. This connects with the ultrasound results from March 10th. I knew I'd be having surgery on that ovary again soon, just as I had exactly one year prior (March 26th, 2024). I'll dive deeper into this as well in the next part.


On March 17th, 2025, I started noticing that I was getting an unusual amount of friend requests on Snapchat. I remember thinking this was odd, because I hardly ever used Snapchat (same with Facebook). On March 19th, during the lunar eclipse, a blizzard took out power in my home city. Fortunately, my cat and I were staying at my then-partner's house for a couple of nights. We were able to avoid the blackout that left everyone in my building without power for over three days. Three Days of Night.

Okay, so hopefully that explains the timeline of events and their significance a little bit better. The full scope of things will become even clearer in the next part. Many of these themes will come full circle, so just...wait for it..