Part One: A Daisy Chain of Events

February 5th, 2025: This is the same neighbor described later on in this post in a screenshot from October 30th, 2024 who was screaming about her dead cat.

I just discovered that my neighbor, directly across the hallway, has died. She was found about a week ago. All I know about her death was that she had Covid & she had fallen. I feel so awful for not hearing it or being able to help. I can confirm that she was still alive on January 16th. Deja vu:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 5, 2025 at 3:32 PM

February 19th, 2025:

👁 "August 15th-16th, 2023" (NO.)

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 19, 2025 at 8:26 PM

February 21st, 2025:

👁️ "Technological Issues" (Glitch Warp)

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 21, 2025 at 2:39 PM

February 22nd, 2025:

Woken up by the alarms at 3-something am.

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 3:21 AM

So the fire actually happened on the floor right above my apartment. It sounds like someone fell asleep with a lit cigarette. My floor smells like smoke now, and one of the apartments on my floor has flooded.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 4:06 AM

A pattern that closely paralled several chains of events that had happened in August 2023. In this post I share screenshots detailing that chain of events (note: That friend that I tagged in the post? @BakedBlue. That is the friend who recently passed away, which I wrote about here.):

bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 4:20 AM

In this post, from December 11th, 2024, I chronicle another eerily similar chain of events noted back in October 2024:

October 30th, 2024—when this energy became undeniable:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) December 11, 2024 at 8:49 AM

The smoke has made its way into my apartment.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 22, 2025 at 4:55 AM

February 24th, 2025:

What the hell! It smells like something is burning in the hallway.

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) February 24, 2025 at 8:16 PM

 March 2nd, 2025:

I'm in bed because I need to be up early. But I haven't turned the lights out yet, and it suddenly feels like my cat jumps up onto the bed with me. I turn to look, and there is nothing there. The door is shut and she is in the living room (she can't sleep in here at night, she's too clumsy/demonic).

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 2, 2025 at 9:05 PM

 March 3rd, 2025:

WHAT A CRAZY DAY!!! Still from the video I took (which I won't share for privacy reasons) this morning...: bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:27 PM

(The accident took place around 11:12am.)

🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 MY PHONE... TELEPORTED (and thinks I'm writing in Korean...)

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 7:24 PM

WHAT THE HELLLLLLL The fire department is at my neighbor's apartment! (Not the ones that flooded because of the other fire.)

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:36 PM

I'm not sure what happened. Something kept beeping out in the hallway, but it wasn't the fire alarm. I think they've left now. But they were inside my neighbor's apartment, checking something out. And there is a strange chemical smell in the air.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:41 PM

Minutes later:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:55 PM

I'm trying to upload this glitch to Rumble since it won't upload on here, and it won't upload on there!

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 9:58 PM

Made this post (see attached) at 9:49pm. And you can see I am recording that clip (see above post) right after I posted this—at 9:53pm. I was having deja vu the entire time. Feeling seizure-y. bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:07 PM

Which reminds me of this incident on May 4th, 2016—I was having a conversation via FB messenger with a friend and started having 'brain sliding' sensations. While that was happening, my phone was glitching out and then the friend I was messaging started having the same issue with their phone:

And then this just happened (and this went on for a while): (Visuals censored for privacy, but this was recorded through my window.) rumble.com/v6q3dkw-the-...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:35 PM

They were driving CRAZY. It was so loud.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 10:38 PM

Goblin Self 🕸 Daisy Chain of Events! I keep getting notifications for these over and over and over! Even after I dismissed them. @xtr0py.bsky.social

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 3, 2025 at 11:43 PM

March 4th, 2025:

See the correlation? The apartment on the floor above me caught fire on the 22nd of February, and I posted about tech issues on the 21st (the day before). That same disruptive Uranus-Pluto energy is active now.

— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 4, 2025 at 9:00 AM

March 10th, 2025:

✔️ Mom is going through congestive heart failure/heart attack again (during eclipse season, again). She's not currently in the hospital, but the situation is rocky (although she 🗝currently🗝 seems stable) right now.

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 10, 2025 at 4:47 PM

✔️ I have another large CLUSTER of cysts growing on my (only) ovary. I had to have surgery this time last year (during eclipse season) to have it removed (my cysts tend to become monster tumors). It was our last ditch effort to save the ovary/give it one last chance This means full hysterectomy soon

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 10, 2025 at 4:50 PM

Today, I had my ultrasound. Tomorrow, I go in for my autism evaluation. Should hear from my gynecologist about how we are going to proceed. Thursday, being put under (anesthesia) for an EGD. Friday, Lunar Eclipse, and day of the big storm (we may/may not be impacted). bsky.app/profile/herm...

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM

(Pay attention to the dates mentioned in the screenshot of that post: March 21st, 2024-March 26th, 2024. Those dates will become relevant again later on related to my stalker situation.)

These pictures were taken on March 11th, 2025. I was taking notes for Part 3 of The Observer Effect. Here is a link to Part 2, which was posted on January 26th, 2025.

March 13th, 2025:

EGD showed that I have a malrotated stomach (among other things) He wants to do some more testing/review my (extensive)medical history. This may/may not require surgery in the future. But this is definitely related to the mild gastroparesis that I have—& perhaps the hiatal hernia they recently found

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 13, 2025 at 11:39 AM

10 Years Ago:

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— Herma🃏Jestar (@hermajestar.com) March 13, 2025 at 12:20 PM

March 14th, 2025: Kyle comes crawling out of the woodwork. Kyle is the man who has been cyber-stalking me since March. But, it began before that, which I will get into later. I took this screenshot on March 14th, knowing this was him coming back around after a full year of silence, since I blocked him in March-April 2024 for behaviors he would quickly resume.

March 16th, 2025: To show how many Facebook friends I had before everything started to pop off. Also, 'peep' the cover photo:

Foreshadowing (I recorded this scene on March 16th, 2025):

March 17th, 2025: I started to notice that I was getting a lot of Quick Adds/Friend Requests on Snapchat. (This was only the beginning.)

March 19th, 2025: A major blizzard came through while my cat (Daisy) and I were out of town. It knocked the power out of my building for several days. Fortunately, I was staying with my then-partner at the time and Daisy and I were able to avoid being without power for 3+ days.

March 21st, 2025: The irony of this post will soon become apparent.

I am going to stop there for now since there are a lot of images and embedded content in this post. Stay tuned for the next part where things start to take quite the wild turn. Once you see the full timeline of events, you'll understand exactly why it has taken me so long to start posting again—as it fully explains my absence.

Personal: Echoes of Light

 

My father's obituary

January 25th, 2025

• I was having a conversation with my sister over Messenger. During the conversation, she sent me something that reminded me of a deeply emotional memory from when my ex-boyfriend's daughter, Kira (age 7), passed away.
• Before Kira experienced brain death (on December 10th, 2016), her father and I had been prepared for the moment it would happen. We were told what to expect and what to watch out for. So, when her vitals tanked, we knew that she was experiencing brain death. In that moment, we both saw an orb of light exit her nose and float away, as though her soul were leaving her body. This occurred at the exact moment of her brain death, when her vitals tanked.
• After telling my sister about this incident, and while reflecting on Kira's passing, I had an unexpected vision of my father's death. My dad passed away on March 19th, 2010. He was 54 years of age, and I was 23 years of age. I, along with my sisters, my mother, and two of my nieces, were at his side when he died. I was sitting next to him when it happened, my hand on his shoulder. I had been carefully watching his breathing, because it had slowed and had become erratic. After a while, I noticed that he had stopped breathing, and I informed my mom that he was no longer breathing.
• Shortly after he had stopped breathing, one of my niece's (1 year old) began freaking out and crying inconsolably. She had been looking up toward the ceiling (up, over my head), near the corner of the living room next to the hallway that led to the bathroom. It's as if she could sense that something was in the room with us. I had to take her into my parent's bedroom to calm her down while arrangements were made.
• The vision I had was spontaneous and I've never quite had a vision like this one before. As such, I questioned it. I had intended to document the experience on my Bluesky, but didn't feel comfortable doing so. Due to the sensitive and questionable nature of the vision, I was reticent to put it out there to be exposed to criticism or ridicule. But I did compose a post. Instead of sharing it, I cut and pasted it into a note on my phone's notepad with the idea that I might eventually share it here.
• The vision I had was from his perspective at the moment of his death. He was formless, just like my many out-of-body experiences. I, as my father, found myself immediately detached from my/his body. I was floating up over his daughter's (my 23-year-old self) head, hovering near the same area that my niece had been looking at. He was completely emotionally removed from the dramatic scene before him. He was calm, just observing his death play out. That was it. That was the vision.

January 26th, 2025

• Last night, at 7:11pm CST, I received a message from my sister. She told me that she just gotten home from our mom's house. She said, "So we are sitting in the living room, chatting it up, and I see a light out of my peripherals shoot by in the hallway. Kinda in the bedroom. I told mom that my "eyes are messing with me," and she asks me, "You saw that too?" Oh, I got the goosebumps. I go in there and look in her room, then shut the door. Like one minute later, I turn around and the door is back open. We were freaked, lol."
• At 7:12pm, I respond, asking, "Like an orb or a flash?" I asked this because our last exchange had been about my ex-partner and I seeing that orb of light exit Kira's nose. I knew that if she told me that it was an orb of light, that it was directly related to the vision I'd had the night before of my father leaving his body.
• At 7:14pm, she responded, "Orb, but I don't know. Later I thought I saw a bug flying around the light, but mom said there hasn't been any bugs in the house and I never saw it again after that. It was quick like the orb. Mom said orb too. She said she sees it all the time, but that she thought it was her bad eyesight."
• I responded at 7:25pm with, "I think THAT was Dad." My mom and sister often equate nearly all of their paranormal experiences with it being related to my father's presence. But that's not something I usually agree with. So, for me to admit that it might be him this time, is not my typical response. (Wow! It's 8:17am on January 27th, 2025, and I am currently having deja vu as I am typing this out.)
• She then messaged me back around 7:27pm with, "[Nephew's name] kept looking and pointing in there. He went and opened the bedroom door, got scared and came running back in. Yeah, I think so too. I felt bad leaving mom, lol. She was spooked herself. She shut the door, shut the curtain she has hung in the hallway, and shut the light off."
• This orb sighting was in the same area I had seen in my vision the night before, near the hallway entrance that leads to the bedroom, aligning eerily with the memory of his passing. I felt like this was a confirmation of that vision that I had had.
• My sister also mentioned that her youngest child, my nephew, who is also now just one year old—the same age as my niece at the time of my dad's passing—had been pointing at the hallway and looking toward the same area. He opened the bedroom door, seemed startled, and quickly ran back, as though he had sensed or had witnessed something unusual. This mirrored my niece's behavior during my father's death. I even took her into my parent's bedroom (the same bedroom they said they saw the orb fly toward last night) to console her.
• I hesitated to share my vision with my sister when she was detailing this incident to me. Historically, my family has always dismissed or downplayed my experiences, which has taught me a lot about "knowing your audience." Unfortunately, it has also resulted in me having to work through a lot of self-doubt and second-guessing in my later years. It's partly why I am so diligent in chronicling and documenting my experiences. Not just to convince others, but to remind myself of their validity. One can easily argue and dismiss word of mouth testimonials, but it's a little more difficult to disregard timestamped evidence. (That being said, no amount of proof will convince those who're determined not to believe. There is no point in wasting effort on those individuals. And that's perfectly okay. We're only open to what we're ready for.) The following clip is one such example:

• Shortly after my text exchange with my sister, I noticed a faint ectoplasmic mist in my left peripheral vision.
• When I went to go find the clip you see above, which I have unlisted on a backup YouTube account, I noted a synchronicity:

Notice the caption: "A Stitch in Time."

• During a group text exchange on January 21st, 2025, I noted a synchronicity in regard to something that was shared by another member of the group (which I won't share the context of that synchronicity here, as to respect the privacy of the other individuals involved). Here is a screenshot of my texts:

• The blog post I am referring to can be found here. I shared a series of screenshots from an old Twitter archive. Here are the screenshots I shared in the group chat:

• I have reuploaded the full clip (with a minor edit/omission for privacy reasons) from that Halloween podcast (The Spiral) to Rumble, for additional context:

Disappearing Evidence

• I had considered sharing my vision with my sister. But I wasn't going to share it with her without some proof. Remembering that I had made a timestamped note in my phone's notepad, I went to look for it. Adding to the strange events, it was completely gone. 
• Similarly, I went to look up an old blog post (in a private blog) where I recount the events mentioned in The Spiral video. During a séance with three friends, a friend and I witnessed a spiraling vortex suddenly appear behind the friend (Renee) we see giving a testimonial in the video above. The other friend and I collectively gasped and screamed when we saw it suddenly manifest. By the time Renee had turned around, it was gone. The friend who had witnessed it with me was so upset by it, that she gathered up her things and left. Below is an excerpt from a blog post from April 23rd, 2012, where this incident is referenced:

"Okay... so my friend and I had a particularly strange experience yesterday and it got me to realize that these paranormal experiences seem to ramp up whenever I have company... As if, whatever it is, wants to show off/get the attention to/of my friends. I may have mentioned to a few of you the spiral in my kitchen that several of us witnessed, finding/seeing random doors open, etc. And most of these 'disturbances' happened when I had friends over."

• Just like the disappearing note I had thought about sharing with my sister, whatever blog entries I may have made about the spiral incident no longer exist. I've even checked both of my Twitter archives for mentions of this event and couldn't find anything. I know that I have shared a written statement about this before, but apparently, all such records are all gone. (Change, Rearrange.)
• In the future, I will share that full blog post. But it will be its own topic of discussion altogether. The title of that entry is "Everybody Wants to be a Cat." I had intended to include the following movie poster in Part 3 of The Observer Effect, but feel like it's appropriate here too:

"A cat has nine lives. Three for playing, three for straying, and three for staying."

Update:
(at 9:44am on January 27th, 2025)

I completely forgot to mention a few disturbing things that happened before I went to sleep last night! I did make a post on Bluesky about this and will embed that below. I began having sinister visions, not the usual kind. They felt like hallucinations from a bad acid trip (Choronzon). But there was a full-bodied apparition that preceded these visions. Similar to what I've been posting about in recent entries (The Observer Effect), I saw my doppelganger. It was a foot shorter than I am, but it resembled me. It was standing in front of my computer chair, at my desk. It looked like a necromantic version of myself.

 It reminded me of Samara in the movie The Ring. I don't normally get scared from visions or apparitions, but this deeply disturbed me. It reminded me of an experience I'd had with the infamous Hat Man (yet another topic of discussion for another time), an entity entirely distinct from the shadow people I've talked about elsewhere. If you're unfamiliar with this entity, just do a quick search for The Hat Man. There are countless historical reports of this Mothman-like being, and they are all extremely similar. Anyway, I'd had one confirmed encounter with the Hat Man when I was around 7 or 8 years of age. I've never forgotten it, and I've always prayed that I would never have the experience again.

Even though I didn't end up seeing this figure in my doorway or in a corner of my bedroom, I was worried I was going to. Because the doppelganger reminded me of the severed head (my head) that the Hat Man had conjured at my bedside when I was a little girl (while it was standing in the doorway). After I saw this doppelganger last night, I began receiving demented visuals (clairvoyance). Like I said, it reminded me of a bad acid trip. I kept seeing creepy characters with morphing faces, and I had the same sense of dread that I'd had when the Hat Man (who is briefly referenced in The Spiral video shared above) appeared in my door entryway nearly 30 years ago.

Some pretty terrifying visions tonight. Super demented. Disturbing. Not grotesque, but very sinister. I don't get visions like these very often. Don't like it. And I'm not going to describe them. There was an apparition at my computer desk too. But I can't even think about it, or I won't sleep.

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— HermaJestar (@hermajestar.com) January 26, 2025 at 10:13 PM

Video: The Fae

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Video Transcription:

"The fae, often romanticized as nature spirits or fairies, are far more intricate than popular myth suggests. In their true essence, they represent primordial forces that operate beyond human perception, weaving the subtle fabric of nature and reality. Unlike mere folklore entities, the fae are interdimensional beings, manifesting in both energetic and symbolic forms, acting as the hidden currents behind natural phenomena.

Their origins stem from pre-human intelligences, entities that were never confined to the physical realm as humans are. They exist in the etheric layers, just beneath the surface of material existence, where the flow of elemental forces—earth, air, fire, and water—converges. The fae are custodians of these forces, regulating the balance between the spiritual and material, ensuring that life’s processes unfold in alignment with cosmic order. They are neither benevolent nor malevolent in human terms, but rather operate according to laws far older than morality.

In their truest form, fae are not the diminutive, whimsical beings portrayed in folklore. Their manifestations can be elusive, shifting in appearance to mirror the psyche of the observer or the environment in which they reside. To those sensitive enough to perceive them, they might appear as shimmering lights, shadows that dance at the edge of vision, or even distortions in the natural world, like the sudden stillness of wind or an inexplicable shift in temperature.

These beings do not adhere to linear time as we know it. The fae exist in a simultaneity of past, present, and future, engaging with the human realm when the conditions—astrological, elemental, or emotional—permit the thinning of veils between dimensions. In such moments, their presence can be felt as a surge of otherworldly energy or as sudden, uncanny synchronicities in nature.

True interactions with the fae are often initiations into deeper mysteries. Those who encounter them frequently experience psychic shifts or awakenings, as the fae serve as gatekeepers to the unseen realms. However, these encounters require caution. The fae are known to bend perception, leading one into altered states of consciousness where time may stretch or compress, and reality itself can become fluid. Their gifts—if given—carry hidden consequences, as their nature is bound to the principle of balance; nothing is offered without a corresponding exchange.

In some traditions, the fae are seen as echoes of the ancient gods, entities that have withdrawn from direct interaction with humanity, residing instead in realms parallel to our own. These realms, often referred to as Faeryland, are not mere physical places but vibrational zones where the laws of physics and reality bend. Entry into these realms is often symbolic of crossing thresholds—both literal and spiritual—such as twilight, crossroads, or liminal spaces between life and death.

Thus, the fae are more than the sum of their mythic parts. They are manifestations of nature’s hidden intelligence, deeply tied to the cycles of growth, decay, and rebirth. To understand the fae is to recognize the living consciousness within the natural world, an intelligence that is ancient, vast, and operating in dimensions largely inaccessible to the rational mind."